Fucking Weather

I was halfway through my post when the stupid weather decided to make the power go out. extremely annoying.

i found a new cure for cramps, my previous one being a bottle of wine. this new one is called percocet. mmmmmm quite nice. works well. i recommend it!

for the past three days i've had this pain in my shoulder. it really hurts and is really annoying. i think its from stress. work is pretty bad right now. i don't really want to talk about it.

stress is weird. i've been stressed before but this is different. it really makes you tired. i can barely last a whole working day now. it just exhausts me. I should probably talk about it but the thought of it all makes me so tired. i feel like i'm shutting down. people ask me how i am but i just say fine.

its to the point where someone would literally have to make me talk. but i don't know i dont' think that would work i wouldn't even know where to begin. its evolved into this feeling and not so much a situation. i'm not even making sense. what the hell am i talking about?

I should go. i have dishes to do. its pouring rain...the so hard that i turned up the tv cuz it was really loud. I'll have to put the garbage out. isn't that great? i foresee a soaking in my future.