Nice Evening
Well lastnight i met with that old friend from high school. We'll call her KT. it was like we never left high school. i was surprised it felt just the same.
It was also really nice to talk to someone who's in the same place as i am. its hard sometimes when all your friends seem to be further along than you are. you just get left thinking what the fucking hell? where did i go wrong?
but KT and i get to say that together, i don't know its just nice to have that person who understands. all our friends are either in serious relationships, getting married, or have kids. we're sitting there going fuck marriage we don't even have boyfriends.
Lately i've been feeling like all the fun times are over with. thinking of all the great times in high school and wondering why it all had to end just because high school did. people grow up and move on BUT I DON'T WANT TO DAMIT. i think to be an adult all the fun and life has to be sucked out of you, like its a prerequisite or something. there are some that have seemed to figure it out, but i sure havn't. i hope i do though. otherwise whats the point of living a life where you just go through the motions. i don't even care if i'm happy, i just want to have fun once in awhile.
KT and i have both been feeling the same way. we decided we need to kick the fun up a notch. why not figure it out together? sounds like a plan to me. we'll see though. people always have a tendancy to say things they never end up doing. i don't really believe anything anyone says anymore until i see it happen. most times its all talk or good intentions.
Bah, listen to me, depressing much? i think so.
fuck this
It was also really nice to talk to someone who's in the same place as i am. its hard sometimes when all your friends seem to be further along than you are. you just get left thinking what the fucking hell? where did i go wrong?
but KT and i get to say that together, i don't know its just nice to have that person who understands. all our friends are either in serious relationships, getting married, or have kids. we're sitting there going fuck marriage we don't even have boyfriends.
Lately i've been feeling like all the fun times are over with. thinking of all the great times in high school and wondering why it all had to end just because high school did. people grow up and move on BUT I DON'T WANT TO DAMIT. i think to be an adult all the fun and life has to be sucked out of you, like its a prerequisite or something. there are some that have seemed to figure it out, but i sure havn't. i hope i do though. otherwise whats the point of living a life where you just go through the motions. i don't even care if i'm happy, i just want to have fun once in awhile.
KT and i have both been feeling the same way. we decided we need to kick the fun up a notch. why not figure it out together? sounds like a plan to me. we'll see though. people always have a tendancy to say things they never end up doing. i don't really believe anything anyone says anymore until i see it happen. most times its all talk or good intentions.
Bah, listen to me, depressing much? i think so.
fuck this
posted by RocksAndChairs at 10:58 PM
2 Comments:
its not so much that i want a boyfriend, its just annoying how everyone else DOES.
plus there's the ones who can't stand to be without their boyrfriend for a single night that are annoying too. guess it must be nice but i could never see myself being that way. i enjoy my friend time too much for that.
if i could run i would totally come and the dudes to make out with is definitely appealing. as well as the drunk people who i can persuade to do my bidding.
well your hash weekends definitely leave me wanting to go. but i'm not sure i could find a friend who would want to go with me.
and there's no WAY i'm going by myself where i'd have no where to stay and not know anyone that's fo sho! Where is "your way" again? was it ohio or cleveland?
i agree a man would be great to have around for sex. and to take you out to do things when you're bored and just want to get out of the house.
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